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A Drop 2 Deep

by AP G.

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1.
Eyes Wide 03:52
Morning to night yeah all day I Look from left to right all the way around That’s my life til they lay me down But I ain’t in the ground now hell no so Everywhere I go I’m Keepin my eyes peeled I’m thinking It might feel like I’m making a big deal out of nothing When they creepin it’s your life they steal So now I’m hunting You know every day they try to sneek by But when i hunt good luck your fucked Cuz I know how to find the wolf when he hides inside so when I find a fake sheep I keep my eyes wide Yeah yeah I gotta stay ready night and day cuz there ain’t no tellin when they’re coming for me I gotta stay planning and scheming One step ahead of them demons Those mother Fuckers won’t stop until they get their fill And they never will I gotta stay ready night and day I gotta keep my I gotta keep my eyes wide All of my All my life I went back for more last night just to try and get this right Cuz the end time came but I had to rewrite Yeah I had to reclaim my name You know I’ll always to try to say something about this life For me there’s only one way And I’m about to slay all the fake Cuz the pen is mightier than the sword So I’m about to lay them on the floor I wanna do so much more but I’ll be patient it’s my time and I won’t waste it Yeah I May be back on my way down already But I claim to stay steady But shit has been getting heavy When that devil tempts me when they’re in my crosshairs and I’m aiming If this is my last Breath I’m digging deep when I’m facin those eyes on the other side They’re so vacant like they already died But they can’t fool me Ill give it a full squeeze and I keep my eyes wide I’m doing anything that might Keep me playing this game of life It rages on night after night So you best get wise don’t just guess When it’s time to pick a side I’m watching the signs Cuz I keep my eyes wide If ya Come along with me as I drive Down this road of life I’ll do my best to steer But if evil gets near and we start Livin in fear That’s how I got to know tears So now I keep my eyes open wide Cuz with every turn I tried I learn how to find Those mother fuckin guys in disguise Claiming what their saying is right But with your eyes wide you’ll find their motives are clear so now I know both Tears and lies Tell ‘em how it goes Now I know both (Tears and lies) But they won’t get my soul
2.
Intro All that remains are memories of the good old days when I had you God dammit Man those thoughts keep haunting me I get so lost in em I’m never gonna be able to unsee when I’m a drop too deep Verse 1 When I walked in and saw her standing there I knew Yeah I was truly gone and lost and all I ever wanted was to be found I need someone to save me now before I keep heading down I went so deep when I lost my dream and my queen took her crown and found a new throne I was about to give that towel a throw Thought my time was up but I guess I didn’t really know then that chorus began to grow Led by that Angel and she said Break Drop by drop it’ll take you down Drop by drop bring you to your knees Drop by drop it’ll take you down Drop by drop until you can’t breathe Drop by drop it’s time to get up now Drop by drop before it takes you down Drop by drop you gotta get up get up if you take that last Drop you might not get up Verse 1 part 2 It was something I never heard before And I couldn’t pretend to ignore That I never heard a more perfect sound Right then I swore if I get a single second more for my last lifeline I been trying for a lifetime but then I finally heard those words callin out I was about to drown but She taught me To swim again I can begin again yeah she told If only I keep going no matter how deep I drop the darkness can’t hold me nah All that remains are all the memories They are haunting me I don’t want to be Feeling what I felt that day I can never unsee that look on her face
It took my breath away I knew it was too late for me to save All I had left was a fucking mess Those drops don’t stop When that rain came and washed it all away With the strength I have left I’ll try To make it through the night I’ll fight for life So I don’t ever stop even gone a drop too deep When that beauty spread her wings And showed me the truth in these things Nothings sweeter then the song she sings Yeah I was made whole Cuz that Angel in that halo saves souls She became my cure With her voice so pure that Angel made me sure I know longer have to live in a blur All my pain has been reversed Since she came my heart no longer hurts She quenched every thirst And said I was worth Being put first sometimes and I Cant quiet my concerns and turn away from the flames that came that day She did say it’s ok And I don’t have to burn Anymore Just then that rain began to pour so I let it wash over all that pain that came during the storm One drop at a time it cleansed my mind Until those lies that came to light That endless night start to feel like A distant memory this little miracle Was sent for me I can hear her and know The past cant last against that the thunder that pounds and the lightning’s strikes Don’t hold a light to what I felt that night Nothing nature makes is quite like What I faced it took all my strength To stay even single day going forward But then that beauty truly became my reward for it all so I could never have asked for more She picked me up off the floor No threat of fallin’ in the deepest depths could’ve kept me from feeling this free and really living this dream All that remains are all the memories They are haunting me I don’t want to be Feeling what I felt that day I can never unsee that look on her face
It took my breath away I knew it was too late for me to save All I had left was a fucking mess Those drops don’t stop When that rain came and washed it all away With the strength I have left I’ll try To make it through the night I’ll fight for life So I don’t ever stop even gone a drop too deep This new feeling it’s really cuz I’m filled full of pride to be able to say she’s on my side So I’m here for that long haul Cuz She answered the call when My mind raced with nightmares from a fight that wasn’t fair no matter how far I traveled I couldn’t get away from the battle that I waged when I went to war with the demons Who Locked the door to my cage and they tried to keep me away from any feelings my fate was sealed since They came between this life I bled for And the path I had toward my true vision For what we should have given to one another they pulled me more than a drop under And I couldn’t get back to the surface Before that life so perfect became worthless And seemed to be cursed since I couldn’t keep the dream alive And all my chances just flew by Like I was robbed blind and left high and dry Drop after drop couldn’t mend my Sad life had to pretend I was gettin by Until she came in and truly revived She said I earned my time in the sunshine And soon we can find peace in our minds and lives we won’t ever again have to run and the sun is so high up in my sky to give light for only you Wish I could have just found her first And saved us both from so much hurt But at last my past can’t stand in the way of this cuz when life slipped through my finger tips drop by drop I could not stop that water when it started to flow I had to just watch it go then the darkness started to show it’s evil hand but I am a man and I can stand and then it began to go straight for my heart yeah the beating is weakening as me and my demon keep sinning It’s keeping me at the beginning That cycle of mine it keeps me blind but I will keep driving even if I’m flying down another dead end I won’t swerve
cuz every one of those curves in that broken road Led me straight to her yeah that’s life I suppose and as long as I live it with her I know it’s just right and it won’t be another fight I can stay sure that every time this earth turns I have everything I want and I won’t ever be lost until it stops She made me see That I’m never too deep no matter how many times I drop No I am not a drop too deep (Singing) I’m not gonna be able to unsee when I’m a drop too deep Chorus Outro Drop by drop it’ll take you down Drop by drop bring you to your knees Drop by drop it’ll take you down Drop by drop until you can’t breathe Drop by drop it’s time to get up now Drop by drop before it takes you down Drop by drop you gotta get up get up if you take that last Drop you might not get up
3.
Tell me babe Are you afraid I’ve seen so many So many dark days So much Love so deep Only to be Lost and gone away I have given everything Given all of me To try and save But I couldn’t stop the hurt Now Can you taste The truth on your lips Tell me baby Is this it Yeah It’s ok I’m afraid Just like you But I embraced the fear I can taste it When it’s near I can’t take it No I can still hear Every word Yeah those words They are my curse Damn it hurts But it gets worse So so so So much worse So Please don’t say If your afraid Just walk away Turn right around And walk away Don’t wave It’ll all be ok Waves are rolling til the sun Stay with me a little longer Wait until the sun goes down Fall asleep in my arms Waves are rolling til the sun Stay with me a little longer Wait until the sun goes down Fall asleep in my arms Tell me baby are you afraid Yeah it’s ok It’s ok I know it hurts This is my curse But it’s not yours So just turn and walk away Tell me what you see Tell me if you believe When my heart is on my shirt And there’s blood on my sleeve You should just Save yourself from Me Save yourself From what I’ve become All alone I have only you Until my last breath Learned to live lonely All that was good has left So don’t you stay No no Don’t you Don’t you stay No no no no way Don’t get brave Yeah it’s ok It’s ok to be afraid Last day Before I return Back to the dirt I am sure That I am cursed So tell me babe are you afraid That you will face What it was that made Every other embrace Turn to dust in my arms Left with a dirty shirt And a broken heart Alone from the start Waves are rolling til the sun Stay with me a little longer Wait until the sun goes down Fall asleep in my arms Waves are rolling til the sun Stay with me a little longer Wait until the sun goes down Fall asleep in my arms Waves are rolling til the sun Stay with me a little longer Wait until the sun goes down Fall asleep in my arms Don’t tell me babe if your afraid It’ll all go away So don’t be scared It’s just something in the air Deep in my lungs What I’ve become I know it hurts But it’s ok To say those words Save yourself from what I’ve become All alone that’s all I know So tell me babe Are you afraid to ride the waves To ride the waves To ride the waves To ride the waves To ride the waves When the wind is howling through these trees And all that you’ve seen haunts your dreams It’s enough to bring you to your knees But you will stand as long as you can to prove that you will bleed For everything that you need and everything that you want And everything that is supposed to be yours You will crash through those doors You will sweat out of every pore And make drop after drop hit the floor While these waves break onto the shore for eternity It makes me believe so firmly We will never actually know what we’re doing this all for And why we only want more and more When the only thing we know for sure Is every minute keeps us swimming towards the deep end While we all just pretend that we can breathe again Down in the deepest depths all we have left Is an unquenchable thirst for life As the lightning lights up the night and the rain falls Like it might never stop And with each and every drop it’ll take you further away From what you were certain you could change But when you play the game and you ride those waves It can drain every drop of blood from your veins Sometimes those waves crash And they have the last laugh And there is no turning back While you were just flirting Now you’re really fucked
4.
Bleed 4 This 03:32
There seems to be a theme of blood Running through this I think the reason is Because I’m ready to bleed for this Whatever it takes to take what’s mine Any day to stay paid I bleed for this bleed for this I bleed for this bleed for this When I’m feeling hungry I will get bloody When it comes to gettin money I will bleed Everyday to stay paid I bleed for this bleed for this I bleed for this bleed for this When I’m feeling hungry I will get bloody When it comes to gettin money I will bleed There aint no tricks in this silly rabbit No Elmer Fudd hey I make that mother fucker get bloody I always kept my eyes peeled for that one day That I could make them other bitches kneel I run things I don't need no loud mouth telling me nothing Loose lips sink ship but I keep this shit coming Hey mother fucker who you think you talking to I don't know you so when I roll through stay on mute Hey pretty baby you may be so cute But don't you get any ideas cuz my dear I'm always on the move I won't ever in a million years let any little fears Or crazy bitches separate me from my riches Cuz I have shed blood for every fucking thing I have And I want more so Any day to stay paid I bleed for this bleed for this I bleed for this bleed for this When I’m feeling hungry I will get bloody When it comes to gettin money I will bleed Everyday to stay paid I bleed for this bleed for this I bleed for this bleed for this When I’m feeling hungry I will get bloody When it comes to gettin money I will bleed 24/7 I spent trying to keep buying my ticket to heaven But hell on earth is what I got in return Thats right every fuckin day I would let all my blood drain Before I take a back seat yeah I drive this train Call me mr conductor and you little cunt sucker You can run your shit and sit in silence Cuz I'm taking this all for myself And don't have time to hear no bullshit So you go on and quit and just sit on your shelf Cuz there aint no one buying all your little mumbling lying Thats it no more If you really wanna push it like your in the bush it's Time for this lion to roar Any day to stay paid I bleed for this bleed for this I bleed for this bleed for this When I’m feeling hungry I will get bloody When it comes to gettin money I will bleed Everyday to stay paid I bleed for this bleed for this I bleed for this bleed for this When I’m feeling hungry I will get bloody When it comes to gettin money I will bleed
5.
F Minus 04:26
Gettin money baby that’s right But I couldn’t give a fuck less This world could end tonight and I Still couldn’t give a fuck less Gone pedal to the metal living that fast life and thats right I don’t give a fuck unless I’m with you baby Unless I’m with you baby Don’t want nobody else No they can’t save me And when this life gets crazy I couldn’t give a fuck less No I don’t give a fuck unless I’m with you baby I guess it turns out I never really knew no love like yours Tired as shit ain’t slept for days but for you I’ll go for thirds Cuz I don’t really know the next time I don’t know the next time I’ll have the time so I’ll just stay lost in your eyes While I’m going deep between your thighs I wish I could remember the better and the best times Cuz even my minds lost its mind but I can’t hide These feelings cuz they be real in my heart Do you remember the back seat of that old car in your friends garage Or driving those dirt roads looking for a safe place to park Or that time we both cried sitting outside watching the sunrise Smoking a cigarette wondering what’s coming next and is a future blessed? Didn't know it then but your my best friend Because your a love I can’t escape No matter how far away I run You’re the one with me to this day Gettin money baby that’s right But I couldn’t give a fuck less This world could end tonight and I Still couldn’t give a fuck less Gone pedal to the metal living that fast life and thats right I don’t give a fuck unless I’m with you baby Unless I’m with you baby Don’t want nobody else No they can’t save me And when this life gets crazy I couldn’t give a fuck less No I don’t give a fuck unless I’m with you baby I mighta took one too many shots And it mighta left one too many scars But that rocky dead end road well fuck it led me home When I saw you girl you came in and made me take a U-turn And now my universe is no longer in reverse We’re on a jet plane flying any place Because we ran that race And somehow come out unscathed Now we’re at the mountain top And I never thought I’d be anything but lost But now I’m found after so much struggling And all the pain that took me down I can’t live without YOU! I was always scared of putting all I had on one path Thought I would just have to turn back and would end up getting burned bad But then you came walking in And turned all I had right on its head Looking back on where my past choices led Where I’ve been it must be said I’m so lucky to have found you instead With pain and all the hurt I almost yelled fuck the world Now I say fuck it all Since I have you everything else seems so small I have all I need like a thief I took the gold Cherish my treasure until I’m gray and old Watch everything else fall away Finally in a better place Cuz I already have my one I don’t need no other shit none Take it all man you can have it And I will still be mad rich Gettin money baby that’s right But I couldn’t give a fuck less This world could end tonight and I Still couldn’t give a fuck less Gone pedal to the metal living that fast life and thats right I don’t give a fuck unless I’m with you baby Unless I’m with you baby Don’t want nobody else No they can’t save me And when this life gets crazy I couldn’t give a fuck less No I don’t give a fuck unless I’m with you baby
6.
Step outside and my eyes are blinded by that morning minne sun That’s when I decide that it's time and my night has got to be done Left loaded pockets still bloated still I noticed that I'm goin home Feeling empty I got cash and my stash and a flight to catch so why do I let this devil Tempt me I said it before yeah go ahead and try to come and fuckin get me Everyone else seems to be able to explain it so simply Yeah you can roll through for another gram Just hurry up and come to that same place again Can’t even escape this life through art So you tell me where I should start Because it goes on and on Way into the dark and then comes the sun And another day has begun Eight missed calls tell em all my phone never rung As long as your on you’re work is never done Matter fact gimme a few I gotta go make run It’s just another day in the life It’s just another just another day Going til I see that sun rise It’s just another day in the life It’s just life Hey baby I’m home yeah I got the dough And a couple more called that’s why it took so long Yeah now the sunshine’s got me feeling fine It can’t be all doom and gloom cuz i’m puffin a fat doob Watch MPD roll right past me bet they would stop you So I check the time but my tag got too much shine So I pull out my iPhone 11 Wonder will this be the last thing I type in my notes Before I get to heaven Man fuck that I’m here already you wanna bet me I got over 3 gs in my pocket 30 in the safe It aint even noon and I’v rolled 2 with 3 gs a piece Damn can’t I get a little peace let me check on this Oh shit yes I can get a little piece Cuz this girl needs and AP G. bout to go beast You know I keep those animal instincts workin And a nooner sounds perfect so peace out I gotta fly It’s just another day in the life It’s just another just another day Going til I see that sun rise It’s just another day in the life It’s just life Yo it’s about quarter to 4 and I’m just checkin in again I got this hottie out the Dominican that wants to have dinner again So I figure I can fit her in and maybe see if she can fit me ha I guess I could eat again I had a late lunch A little tipsy blame it on that wet brunch She had her friend with her So I had to make them a wet bunch Left em a quarter picked up the cash Didn’t even need to think of bringing my 9 From under the dash Fuck I guess I’m on call today you think you wanna play It’s a 24/7 proposition And if you want the top position You gotta stay on I remember way back I didn’t have a pot to piss in And nobody would listen when I popped my disc in So I got down to business Figure if I can front my own tracks Then those are my racks Now watch them labels try to get back But the pictures painted I think I’m done for the day Don’t wanna keep my dinner waiting It’s just another day in the life it’s just life I thought I died last night I took a shot and held on tight for that entire ride Then I laid on the carpet and cried Wondering how long I can hide I may not have gone to the other side But no one could deny that I’m far from alive I think I thought one time that I might have been chosen But then I cranked that shit wide open Fuckin pedal to the floor livin on luck And I can no longer ignore That I made the wrong choice in Starting to pedal this poison Those words of change have became just distant noises When livin just seems so pointless Soaked in shame drowning in fame Visit all my brothers in graves Even mothers desperation won’t save Cuz I’m a hopeless slave to an opioid amphetamine infested game There is nothing left to investigate All I have left I have left to fate And god dammit man I have nothing left to say Any final words I’ll speak directly into this 12 gauge Hoping it could trigger something Cuz anything is better than this silent cell I lock myself in When I no longer felt it was worth a try But now I’m certain that I could once again fly If I can just find one last bit of strength to rise One more time just one more I can continue to survive but first I just have to rise
7.
Have you ever had to actually hustle to eat Either sell this G and re up or you can't sleep Have you ever had to rob somebody Cuz your son is hungry Everyday at the corner always running Cuz you can really feel death coming No you can't hide when your barely alive Have you ever stared deep in those eyes? Oh oh oh I'm thinking no I don't think so boy I don't think that you really know Have you ever felt the pain of falling off your throne Blowing through thousands a week yeah talk is cheap And walking away aint free that devil has his fee Losing everything including your home but your grown and alone So tell me now where do you go? I don't think you know I don't think so boy I don't think that that that you really know I don't think so oh oh no no no I was down low on the block But then I rebounded now I’m back up Gettin money that’s a slam dunk like I’m big KAT But I ain’t on that hardwood so I carry a big gat Roll through all hoods always got it on deck For them fuckers comin for that get back Keepin eyes in the back of my head For them pussies wishin I was dead That’s my mother fuckin day to day so i stay Puffin a big fat mother fucker What you know about that mother fucker High to survive robbin slangin Gotta make that car payment And rents due my court case is comin up soon And that bitch gonna want restitution So if you got your eyes on my money I might just start shooting Cuz I got real shit to do Too real to fuck around and give it up to you Gotta feed my babies yeah I got two And they always want food There ain’t no part time They hungry three times a day So a real man does his dirt Hustlin to stay paid Have you ever had to actually hustle to eat Either sell this G and re up or you can't sleep Have you ever had to rob somebody Cuz your son is hungry Everyday at the corner always running Cuz you can really feel death coming No you can't hide when your barely alive Have you ever stared deep in those eyes? Oh oh oh I'm thinking no I don't think so boy I don't think that you really know Have you ever felt the pain of falling off your throne Blowing through thousands a week yeah talk is cheap And walking away aint free that devil has his fee Losing everything including your home but your grown and alone So tell me now where do you go? I don't think you know I don't think so boy I don't think that that that you really know I don't think so oh oh no no no I don't think so I don't think so I don't think so I don't think so No no no No
8.
Stolen Soul 03:48
I thought I saw my soul rising through the smoke Through the rockstar lines of blow On the rocks my eyes stay low So gone from those shots of dope My soul has been stolen Stolen soul yeah my soul it stole it Until those hands stopped the bleedin You kept me breathin now my soul Is whole Pain is never far away emptiness can fill my brain Darkness has been all I can see suffocating why breathe Rather die on my feet than live on my knees You know the routine hustle all day stay fucked up all night No time for dreams you know the drama this shit brings Tryin to keep from pushin up flowers in the spring So when I feel the chill of this sota snow I'm tryin to keep hold of my soul But this lifestyle keeps pulling me toward That razors edge keeps me tip toein to keep goin forward My aching head can't comprehend how to begin again So close to the end until I felt both of your hands Start to bandage my wounds Now I know morning is coming soon it's time to stop the cycle And start to move in a brand new way Towards the sunrise of a brand new day I thought I saw my soul rising through the smoke Through the rockstar lines of blow On the rocks my eyes stay low So gone from those shots of dope My soul has been stolen Stolen soul yeah my soul it stole it Until those hands stopped the bleedin You kept me breathin now my soul Is whole What do I do confess all this madness to you Or put on a mask and act like it's always been all good Like I never dropped like a rock right where I stood Like I never thought this would never stop gone farther than I should And if it would with just a little work still unsure if I could Wondering if this path will finally take me home Like I'm stuttering will anyone understand or am I speaking in code Why I can't just say it clearly Why I can't see it when the truth's so near me When it's time to stand will I tie my shoes and move fearlessly Questions cloud my mind answers impossible to find Hours days weeks months years Gone to waste enough to bring me to tears Will I hear these crowds cheer when doubt fills my ears How can I muster the strength for one more go This time I can't say I can't if I'm going to save my soul I thought I saw my soul rising through the smoke Through the rockstar lines of blow On the rocks my eyes stay low So gone from those shots of dope My soul has been stolen Stolen soul yeah my soul it stole it Until those hands stopped the bleedin You kept me breathin now my soul Is whole Soul is whole Soul is whole Soul is whole Soul is whole I thought I saw my soul rising through the smoke Through the rockstar lines of blow On the rocks my eyes stay low So gone from those shots of dope My soul has been stolen Stolen soul yeah my soul it stole it Until those hands stopped the bleedin You kept me breathin now my soul Is whole My soul is rising through the smoke Through the rockstar lines of blow My eyes stay low from those shots of dope My soul has stopped bleeding So my soul is whole
9.
This graveyard has head stones Of every hard part i was coaxed To walked through with my eyes closed All the fire my feet carried me over The times I was left to bleed made me colder It makes my heart hard like a rock And I can not take another sink Like a drain I felt I was aimed Straight down circling around (forever) Until it Stops So I have to ignore that demon Vampire He’s a damn liar he’ll suck me dry And still ask me for one last drink But I opened my eyes and he showed The truth alright to get through this fight You gotta turn cold One wrong choice brings nothing but cold Cold as ice that’s right A cold cold life This cold cold Life draws some blood And leave scars from those cuts You can cover it all up But art can’t erase the pain That’s left when When you look closely and you still see All the stains left underneath the ink I been through so much shit I guess I just have to own that life When the darkness comes out I I Will own the night When life gets so hard It’ll leave some tattooed scars These scars on my arms are like a graveyard To a past life that came hard and went I was hell bent livin on the time that I could rent I Spent my last cent just to feel alive When I was dead inside Life was a lie With roots down so deep why try To break free From the chains that bind Me to my demon desires Gettin by on no sleep even when I’d be way past tired Trying to find my way back through the fire The flames left their mark on my heart Just like the scars on my arms Difficult times they measure a man So I must stand 10 foot 10 Cuz I passed through every last dead end I regained my strength and I began again Thinking back to when I faced the end The struggle won’t define me Now I’m free to fight as a man I said I won’t let the devil win My soul will stay safely within Yeah he no longer has an upper hand This is my life and I make the plans And now I plan to finally stand This cold cold Life draws some blood And leave scars from those cuts You can cover it all up But art can’t erase the pain That’s left when When you look closely and you still see All the stains left underneath the ink I been through so much shit I guess I just have to own that life When the darkness comes out I I Will own the night When life gets so hard It’ll leave some tattooed scars Come on baby Let’s get Higher and higher And somehow it got back in control of my desire It even attacks your dreams But my heart Is where all the scars really appear But somehow you wish what you miss It’ll bring back to you because this Can’t be what it seams it can’t be true This is a whole new way a different stream But it leads to the same river of despair You never will know how this feels Except when it gets real It’s hard to believe that I get to be Still here with air to breathe After everything that I’ve seen It showed what the darkness can really bring In this dirty world it’s hard to stay clean Even at your best see it’s just so fucking tempting And it’ll leave you so alone and empty And it’s so damn deadly because when we Thought we knew right where we were heading The cycle trapped us and was never ending Yeah It can be The only thing that you believe you truly need Even when you can see that you may be Stuck its so tough to break free in the end And take back your life again As long as there is blood in my veins And thought in my brains With the remains of a battle to be won With new Air in my lungs I’m gonna run all the way And finally say What’s in my heart Straight from my soul to make up for All the time I let go to waste Now it’s time to face what has to change And let the gift that I was given Do what it was supposed to From the damn beginning This cold cold Life draws some blood And leave scars from those cuts You can cover it all up But art can’t erase the pain That’s left when When you look closely and you still see All the stains left underneath the ink I been through so much shit I guess I just have to own that life When the darkness comes out I I Will own the night When life gets so hard It’ll leave some tattooed scars Flyin 150 down the freeway blowin smoke One pull too many eyes red can’t see the road Light another cigarette fuck all that shit Textin goodbye while I drive reckless Screamin at the steering wheel crying in the rear view Thinking about all the time spent bein there for you But where are you when I’m lookin so hard And I really do want to get better and go so far But I keep making new scars And now I hate this car So I think no better yet I bet You everything I have That if I take one last chance And dial your number let’s see if you answer If you do ill slow it down just for you And start driving under the speed limit But if you don’t I just got in this With a bottle of crown driving around Pullin that shit just so I won’t miss When I finally find the ditch Just so you know you are forgiven For everything But you couldn’t even try livin with me I don’t know why am I an evil fuckin guy never raised a hand or a fist Or called you bitch but this is my last minute Do I have anything to say Anything to look back on with a smile Sadly no It’s been such a long while so Fuck that i won’t waste another mile Yeah I guess I’m just saving gas Thought I was your wish On that shooting star But after all this You proved who you really are You gave it all away This is my last day I won’t see the dark So it’s time for my last big scar But I won’t have time to get it covered As I speed and swerve Damn why try to recover Oh would you look at that It’s the place you two would shack up Glad I could see it one last time I just pressed send why do I pretend It rang until the end so I’m sorry my friends I hope you can Find all my spots that I kept all my stashes And there is plenty of cash Shit I’m going to crash fuck Sometimes the days they come too late The ones with the answers that you wait For them alone But you never ever get to know If you will get the chance Or if you will crash Only time will tell Time alone
10.
Sometimes I drive with tears in my eyes Cuz I can’t fight it anymore I don’t wanna drive these old country roads If I know that I’m not coming home to you I’m alone now so where should I go now I just wanna find you oh yeah baby where are you Sometimes I drive with tears in my eyes Not trying to fight it I just wanna find you again baby Where should I go now baby I just don't know why I I just keep driving but I can’t find my baby now where are you You’re probably doing just fine and I'm dying on this same drive That used to keep me alive and on my way to the love of my life Now it’s just turn after turn with my pedal to the floor on this old country road Yeah fuck where it goes cuz with out you there it don't go to my home So these tears in my eyes could just as well make me blind Cuz without you I got nothin I got nothin left to find no Sometimes I drive with tears in my eyes Cuz I can’t fight it anymore I don’t wanna drive these old country roads If I know that I’m not coming home to you I’m alone now so where should I go now I just wanna find you oh yeah baby where are you Sometimes I drive with tears in my eyes Not trying to fight it I just wanna find you again baby Every single day all those memories Are like a knife in my heart All over again and I can’t pretend This shit ain’t hard with a fuckin knife in my heart It’s tearing me apart I don't know where to start I'm ripped up internal but it aint your concern though My eyes are red no rest for my head Fuck it baby I’ll sleep when I’m dead From day one since I was far too young That’s the way I would run Hard as I go with no Concern to getting burned Fuck what I earned let that wheel just turn My hearts already hollow Might as well let it all roll And earn it all back tomorrow I used to have it all back when I had you But what did I do? I took it as a given That you would always be livin with me Then like a Mack truck Your fuckin ass couldn’t cover the lies you let stack up These nights get so weird I go shot after shot And continue to walk But as soon as you decided to talk That’s when I was brought straight to my knees Then once the entire fuckery Was right there in front of me I was forced to believe That I didn’t give you what you thought that you need To the point that you would just get up and leave You spent month after month putting on a pure evil front Man fuck I'm stumped Cuz I still have love and that just isn't enough Because I know every inch of you And those right things to do When I put it down that way It just can’t be fake but still you gave it away With your finger wearing a ring And through the depths of hell We battled as a team How could you possibly give him what is supposed to be for only me. We all make mistakes And we can’t let them take away Everything we built together Or we’ll be left with only regrets and questions forever Sometimes I drive with tears in my eyes Cuz I can’t fight it anymore I don’t wanna drive these old country roads If I know that I’m not coming home to you I’m alone now so where should I go now I just wanna find you oh yeah baby where are you Sometimes I drive with tears in my eyes Not trying to fight it I just wanna find you again baby I made our favorite breakfast today Had to eat twice the food cuz I don’t have you Then I was drunk by noon Fucking somebody new before 2 Now I got nothing left to say yeah yeah All I’ve got left Is one big fuck you Ooooh oooh yeah All I wanna do is find you baby Yeah oh yeah just tryin to find you baby Ooooohhh I don’t wanna drive I don’t wanna I don’t wanna drive With tears in my eyes oh Not tryin to fight it Ooooohhh I don’t wanna drive I don’t wanna I don’t wanna drive I dont wanna I don't wanna drive With tears in my eyes oh Not tryin to fight it Just wanna find you babe
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Everywhere 07:32
This dirt road once led me home I used to know I’d find you there Now no matter where I look I don’t find you anywhere Each turn comes and goes Over and over until tears cloud my eyes I Crack beer And chop a line Hoping it could cloud my mind I'm so tired Of only finding you inside my dreams Still Trying to reach you so I speed Down all these streets Flyin out out of control But I don’t wanna slow down I Feel like I’m swerving towards A crash And only you could save me But you won’t come back Right when we wake in the morning time I spend all day searching all night All for just one look It’s Same old story from the same old book Just when I think that I saw you Then I blink and it’s not true My faith is put to the test until I rest Then you come back to me in my dreams Then I believe I can find you anywhere Cuz I still see you everywhere No matter what I do Deep In my heart In my mind And through my eyes I see only you Yeah I still do I can’t lie Wouldn’t matter if I could Cuz I know everything what my eyes still see I begged you please Please don’t leave But you didn’t hear You couldn’t see See like me Now I’m left With all this mess All the pain All the stress Everyday I don’t get to rest Cuz when I’m awake I feel it deep in my chest Where my heart once was Now there’s only deep cuts That won’t heal Wish it was just a fuckin song But This is all too real So when you sing along You’re singing a nightmare plot That I Just want to stop I don’t just want no I need To change what I see But it just can’t be repaired No matter how impaired I get cuz I don’t fuckin care About a fuckin thing I’m About to fuckin burst But it gets so much fuckin worse No matter where I steer No matter where I go So many ways I tried but it stayed oh I can never get away It all remained right here And I see it all so clear Oh why why why In my minds eye Does it all have to hide I rip and I tear but I cannot find A way out of here So I’ll try not to stare When I see you everywhere Cuz I still see you everywhere I see you everywhere Everywhere I guess I’m gonna see you Forever In my mind And I’m fine As long as I know One day for sure I might See you in life I guess I’m gonna see you Forever In my mind And I’m fine As long as I know One day for sure I might I might see you in life
12.
I can’t quite say What it is that makes me Feel like There’s a change in the air I feel it all around me When you come around me You make me want to be A better man than I ever have Been before And I hope I can Be enough to keep you having A special life and happy I used to live like I was the only one alive But I was barely able to survive Then I saw you passing by And I saw it in your eyes If I could get you to see me I might Have a chance to grasp what I dream might Come and change my life And I could give you anything Because I hustle for my queen There’s no more livin in between I committed to finally Makin change a reality So I don’t have another casualty Except how I used to be Let it die And then I Need you to see What we could be If you believe in me I can’t quite say What it is that makes me Feel like There’s a change in the air I feel it all around me When you come around me You make me want to be A better man than I ever have Been before And I hope I can Be enough to keep you having A special life and happy It's always gonna be a challenge Change is in the air Finally have a chance to make We can make our challenge a dream Change is here Change is in the air
13.
I feel like I have been reborn And I can see more And once again It's my time To claim what's mine Sittin all alone at 5:15 on a Monday morning Feel like I’m sinking slowly knowing I will not rest soon And I have not Slept since Thursday afternoon And I don’t know who I am talking to But if it’s you Can you try to see how broken you must be To know full well all this insanity But keep coming back day after day Doing your best to dig an early grave Wishing some way this next one Will take all the pain away But I’m still breathing And as long as my hearts beating I’ll keep up the fight day after day All God damn night I’m not giving away This desire for life Cuz now this fire has a light And these ashes can’t trap me So watch as I start to fly Like I climbed down from off the cross I have been reborn I won’t let one more chance get lost Cuz I’ve took some L’s Lived in hell I burned for this Like I came down From off the cross And lit a match I was given a gift I won't waste this chance It’ll go away if I don’t take it now Yeah yeah Fuck livin with regret I will get back Hell yeah I have risen again Like I climbed back up on the cross Yeah yeah I am flyin through the fire I’ve lived in the ashes and had my chances So fuck that early ending I saw him sending I’m not even pretending That I wasn’t accepting All that evil had fed me Cuz I ate and ate until I got my fill My faith took a break I’m just being real I could say the way I feel The voice inside has gone quiet And it doesn’t mean much cuz I kept riding I took a clean cut to my soul But still wouldn’t go into hiding No I kept flying Gone even higher Just because you’ve never seen this Doesn’t make me a liar Like I climbed down from off the cross I have been reborn I won’t let one more chance get lost Cuz I’ve took some L’s Lived in hell I burned for this Like I came down From off the cross And lit a match I was given a gift I won't waste this chance It’ll go away if I don’t take it now Yeah yeah Fuck livin with regret I will get back Hell yeah I have risen again Like I climbed back up on the cross Hell yeah I’ve been through the depths of hell I've rose no matter how many times I fell Just like a Phoenix I spread my wings And beat this like it was my job I’ve seen one too many put underneath 6 feet So I will use my feet That are still standing on the ground somehow To show them you can beat the devil every round He can’t burn me in any way Because I became the fire Every dark desire Went up in flames Since that day I rose higher To let him know I am the fire Like I climbed down from off the cross I have been reborn I won’t let one more chance get lost Cuz I’ve took some L’s Lived in hell I burned for this Like I came down From off the cross And lit a match I was given a gift I won't waste this chance It’ll go away if I don’t take it now Yeah yeah Fuck livin with regret I will get back Hell yeah I have risen again Like I climbed back up on the cross Now Like I climbed down from off the cross I have been reborn I won’t let one more chance get lost
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Before I was all grown My grandpa he told me He said son Just so you know You gotta decide when to let it ride And when to let it go You have to make some plans But they always can All fall apart Sometimes right from the start So live life by your heart of hearts Then what felt like a second apart It all went dark And I kept pushing forward blind Just like he said it might I watched the world take piece after piece And I tried to find A way out But only clouded my mind These three demons of mine They kept clawing at me Yeah they were trying And they did enough To fuckin rip me up I can’t lie Yeah man I Was fucked up But then she came walking by Looking like The rest of my life Just how I find When I look through my mind’s eye So I knew I had to have her But the life I led was not getting past her It was getting faster and faster Afraid I would probably crash first Then I changed more And more Just to have a chance for Happy me happy her Happily ever after This may not be no Happily ever after But i know that when we Are laughing together We can always find our way back Find our way back To where we felt so young And the whole world was ours And we would run In the Sun If they say that we can’t We both know that we can When we stand there hand in hand So no matter what they throw at us We know our Love is enough To get back up They don’t know anyone like us And they say all good things end But if it did we'd start it again Cuz we know we can show em They are wrong But like she came down from above My Angel showed how to mask my past With all her love Until it was totally replaced Yeah when I saw your face My girl you took it all away So I had to rock your world You know we made it happen With a little duct tape And some country boy magic We started from nothing out in the sticks But we damn sure fixed This story so it ain’t so tragic It all started when you came home with me And I let you see how I live A little dancing in the dark Baby I hold you so close While you move them hips Livin for the night like We a couple kids I don’t know much But I do know this You are never ever ever ever ever Gonna be lonely again But You know me I’m grown man going on three But lucky for you you also know I got an old soul And an old convertible Let’s put the top back And see where this road goes This may not be no Happily ever after But i know that when we Are laughing together We can always find our way back Find our way back To where we felt so young And the whole world was ours And we would run In the Sun If they say that we can’t We both know that we can When we stand there hand in hand So no matter what they throw at us We know our Love is enough To get back up They don’t know anyone like us And they say all good things end But if it did we'd start it again Cuz we know we can show em They are wrong Play some music Ok Play Some music Play some music Play some music Play some music Play some music Play Some Play Some Music Play some music Play some music

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A Drop 2 Deep is the newest full-length studio album by AP G. A Drop 2 Deep is a concept album that tells the story of a life of struggle, hustle, love, loss and redemption.

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released July 22, 2022

Written by Anthony "AP G." Peterson
Produced by Anthony "AP G." Peterson
Performed by AP G.
Recorded at Path 2 Truth & Sound and Side Door Studios
Mixed & Mastered by Anthony "AP G." Peterson

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The new album Lost Time On 222nd St x Zero Ave by AP G. is out now! This 2-part studio album has a total of 36 new songs. The album features Xzibit, Twista, Krayzie Bone, Twisted Insane, Clarissa, June B, Mklo, Marian, Sire, Bromar, Constantine, Vidal Garcia and Jamillions. This 2-part album has an astounding 2 hours 39 mins 40 secs in total run time of nothing but music! ... more

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