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1. |
Eyes Wide
03:52
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Morning to night yeah all day
I Look from left to right
all the way around
That’s my life til they lay me down
But I ain’t in the ground now hell no so
Everywhere I go
I’m Keepin my eyes peeled
I’m thinking It might feel like
I’m making a big deal out of nothing
When they creepin it’s your life they steal
So now I’m hunting
You know every day they try to sneek by
But when i hunt good luck your fucked
Cuz I know how to find
the wolf when he hides inside
so when I find a fake sheep I keep
my eyes wide
Yeah yeah
I gotta stay ready night and day
cuz there ain’t no tellin
when they’re coming for me
I gotta stay planning and scheming
One step ahead of them demons
Those mother Fuckers won’t stop
until they get their fill
And they never will
I gotta stay ready night and day
I gotta keep my
I gotta keep my
eyes wide
All of my
All my life
I went back for more last night
just to try and get this right
Cuz the end time came but I had to rewrite
Yeah I had to reclaim my name
You know I’ll always to try to say
something about this life
For me there’s only one way
And I’m about to slay all the fake
Cuz the pen is mightier than the sword
So I’m about to lay them on the floor
I wanna do so much more but I’ll be patient
it’s my time and I won’t waste it
Yeah I May be back on my way down already But I claim to stay steady
But shit has been getting heavy
When that devil tempts me
when they’re in my crosshairs
and I’m aiming
If this is my last Breath I’m digging deep when I’m facin
those eyes on the other side
They’re so vacant
like they already died
But they can’t fool me
Ill give it a full squeeze
and I keep my eyes wide
I’m doing anything that might
Keep me playing this game of life
It rages on night after night
So you best get wise don’t just guess
When it’s time to pick a side
I’m watching the signs
Cuz I keep my eyes wide
If ya Come along with me as I drive
Down this road of life I’ll do my best to steer
But if evil gets near and we start Livin in fear
That’s how I got to know tears
So now I keep my eyes open wide
Cuz with every turn I tried I learn how to find
Those mother fuckin guys in disguise
Claiming what their saying is right
But with your eyes wide you’ll find their motives are clear so now I know both
Tears and lies
Tell ‘em how it goes
Now I know both
(Tears and lies)
But they won’t get my soul
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2. |
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Intro
All that remains are memories
of the good old days
when I had you
God dammit Man
those thoughts keep haunting me
I get so lost in em
I’m never gonna be able to unsee
when I’m a drop too deep
Verse 1
When I walked in
and saw her standing there I knew
Yeah I was truly gone and lost
and all I ever wanted was
to be found I need someone to save me now
before I keep heading down
I went so deep when I lost my dream
and my queen took her crown
and found a new throne
I was about to give that towel a throw
Thought my time was up
but I guess I didn’t really know
then that chorus began to grow
Led by that Angel and she said
Break
Drop by drop it’ll take you down
Drop by drop bring you to your knees
Drop by drop it’ll take you down
Drop by drop until you can’t breathe
Drop by drop it’s time to get up now
Drop by drop before it takes you down
Drop by drop you gotta get up get up
if you take that last Drop
you might not get up
Verse 1 part 2
It was something I never heard before
And I couldn’t pretend to ignore
That I never heard a more
perfect sound Right then I swore
if I get a single second more
for my last lifeline
I been trying for a lifetime but then I
finally heard those words callin out
I was about to drown
but She taught me To swim again
I can begin again
yeah she told If only I keep going
no matter how deep I drop
the darkness can’t hold me nah
All that remains are all the memories
They are haunting me I don’t want to be
Feeling what I felt that day
I can never unsee that look on her face
It took my breath away
I knew it was too late for me to save
All I had left was a fucking mess
Those drops don’t stop
When that rain came and washed it all away
With the strength I have left I’ll try
To make it through the night I’ll fight for life
So I don’t ever stop even gone a drop too deep
When that beauty spread her wings
And showed me the truth in these things
Nothings sweeter then the song she sings
Yeah I was made whole
Cuz that Angel in that halo saves souls
She became my cure
With her voice so pure
that Angel made me sure
I know longer have to live in a blur
All my pain has been reversed
Since she came my heart no longer hurts
She quenched every thirst
And said I was worth
Being put first sometimes and I
Cant quiet my concerns and turn
away from the flames that came that day
She did say it’s ok
And I don’t have to burn Anymore
Just then that rain began to pour
so I let it wash over
all that pain that came during the storm
One drop at a time it cleansed my mind
Until those lies that came to light
That endless night start to feel like
A distant memory this little miracle
Was sent for me
I can hear her and know
The past cant last against that
the thunder that pounds
and the lightning’s strikes
Don’t hold a light to what I felt that night
Nothing nature makes is quite like
What I faced
it took all my strength
To stay even single day going forward
But then that beauty truly
became my reward for it all
so I could never have asked for more
She picked me up off the floor
No threat of fallin’ in the deepest depths
could’ve kept me from feeling this free and
really living this dream
All that remains are all the memories
They are haunting me I don’t want to be
Feeling what I felt that day
I can never unsee that look on her face
It took my breath away
I knew it was too late for me to save
All I had left was a fucking mess
Those drops don’t stop
When that rain came and washed it all away
With the strength I have left I’ll try
To make it through the night I’ll fight for life
So I don’t ever stop even gone a drop too deep
This new feeling
it’s really cuz I’m
filled full of pride
to be able to say she’s on my side
So I’m here for that long haul
Cuz She answered the call
when My mind raced with nightmares
from a fight that wasn’t fair
no matter how far I traveled
I couldn’t get away
from the battle that I waged
when I went to war with the demons
Who Locked the door to my cage
and they tried to keep me away
from any feelings my fate was sealed since
They came between this life I bled for
And the path I had toward my true vision
For what we should have given
to one another
they pulled me more than a drop under
And I couldn’t get back to the surface
Before that life so perfect became worthless
And seemed to be cursed since I couldn’t keep the dream alive
And all my chances just flew by
Like I was robbed blind and left high and dry
Drop after drop couldn’t mend my
Sad life had to pretend I was gettin by
Until she came in and truly revived
She said I earned my time in the sunshine
And soon we can find peace in our minds and lives we won’t ever again have to run and the sun is so high up in my sky
to give light for only you
Wish I could have just found her first
And saved us both from so much hurt
But at last my past can’t stand
in the way of this
cuz when life slipped through my finger tips
drop by drop I could not stop
that water when it started to flow
I had to just watch it go
then the darkness started to show
it’s evil hand but I am a man and I can stand
and then it began to go straight for my heart
yeah the beating is weakening
as me and my demon keep sinning
It’s keeping me at the beginning
That cycle of mine it keeps me blind
but I will keep driving even if I’m flying
down another dead end I won’t swerve
cuz every one of those curves in that broken road
Led me straight to her yeah that’s life I suppose
and as long as I live it with her I know it’s just right
and it won’t be another fight I can stay sure
that every time this earth turns I have everything I want
and I won’t ever be lost until it stops
She made me see That I’m never too deep
no matter how many times I drop
No I am not a drop too deep
(Singing)
I’m not gonna be able
to unsee
when I’m a drop too deep
Chorus
Outro
Drop by drop it’ll take you down
Drop by drop bring you to your knees
Drop by drop it’ll take you down
Drop by drop until you can’t breathe
Drop by drop it’s time to get up now
Drop by drop before it takes you down
Drop by drop you gotta get up get up
if you take that last Drop
you might not get up
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3. |
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Tell me babe
Are you afraid
I’ve seen so many
So many dark days
So much Love so deep
Only to be
Lost and gone away
I have given everything
Given all of me
To try and save
But I couldn’t stop the hurt
Now Can you taste
The truth on your lips
Tell me baby
Is this it
Yeah It’s ok
I’m afraid
Just like you
But I embraced the fear
I can taste it
When it’s near
I can’t take it
No I can still hear
Every word
Yeah those words
They are my curse
Damn it hurts
But it gets worse
So so so
So much worse
So Please don’t say
If your afraid
Just walk away
Turn right around
And walk away
Don’t wave
It’ll all be ok
Waves are rolling til the sun
Stay with me a little longer
Wait until the sun goes down
Fall asleep in my arms
Waves are rolling til the sun
Stay with me a little longer
Wait until the sun goes down
Fall asleep in my arms
Tell me baby
are you afraid
Yeah it’s ok
It’s ok
I know it hurts
This is my curse
But it’s not yours
So just turn and walk away
Tell me what you see
Tell me if you believe
When my heart is on my shirt
And there’s blood on my sleeve
You should just Save yourself from Me
Save yourself
From what I’ve become
All alone
I have only you
Until my last breath
Learned to live lonely
All that was good has left
So don’t you stay
No no Don’t you
Don’t you stay
No no no no way
Don’t get brave
Yeah it’s ok
It’s ok to be afraid
Last day
Before I return
Back to the dirt
I am sure
That I am cursed
So tell me babe are you afraid
That you will face
What it was that made
Every other embrace
Turn to dust in my arms
Left with a dirty shirt
And a broken heart
Alone from the start
Waves are rolling til the sun
Stay with me a little longer
Wait until the sun goes down
Fall asleep in my arms
Waves are rolling til the sun
Stay with me a little longer
Wait until the sun goes down
Fall asleep in my arms
Waves are rolling til the sun
Stay with me a little longer
Wait until the sun goes down
Fall asleep in my arms
Don’t tell me babe if your afraid
It’ll all go away
So don’t be scared
It’s just something in the air
Deep in my lungs
What I’ve become
I know it hurts
But it’s ok
To say those words
Save yourself from what I’ve become
All alone that’s all I know
So tell me babe
Are you afraid to ride the waves
To ride the waves
To ride the waves
To ride the waves
To ride the waves
When the wind is howling through these trees
And all that you’ve seen haunts your dreams
It’s enough to bring you to your knees
But you will stand as long as you can to prove that you will bleed
For everything that you need and everything that you want
And everything that is supposed to be yours
You will crash through those doors
You will sweat out of every pore
And make drop after drop hit the floor
While these waves break onto the shore for eternity
It makes me believe so firmly
We will never actually know what we’re doing this all for
And why we only want more and more
When the only thing we know for sure
Is every minute keeps us swimming towards the deep end
While we all just pretend that we can breathe again
Down in the deepest depths all we have left
Is an unquenchable thirst for life
As the lightning lights up the night and the rain falls
Like it might never stop
And with each and every drop it’ll take you further away
From what you were certain you could change
But when you play the game and you ride those waves
It can drain every drop of blood from your veins
Sometimes those waves crash
And they have the last laugh
And there is no turning back
While you were just flirting
Now you’re really fucked
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4. |
Bleed 4 This
03:32
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There seems to be a theme of blood
Running through this
I think the reason is
Because I’m ready to bleed for this
Whatever it takes to take what’s mine
Any day to stay paid
I bleed for this bleed for this
I bleed for this bleed for this
When I’m feeling hungry I will get bloody
When it comes to gettin money I will bleed
Everyday to stay paid
I bleed for this bleed for this
I bleed for this bleed for this
When I’m feeling hungry I will get bloody
When it comes to gettin money I will bleed
There aint no tricks in this silly rabbit
No Elmer Fudd hey I make that mother fucker get bloody
I always kept my eyes peeled for that one day
That I could make them other bitches kneel I run things
I don't need no loud mouth telling me nothing
Loose lips sink ship but I keep this shit coming
Hey mother fucker who you think you talking to
I don't know you so when I roll through stay on mute
Hey pretty baby you may be so cute
But don't you get any ideas cuz my dear
I'm always on the move
I won't ever in a million years let any little fears
Or crazy bitches separate me from my riches
Cuz I have shed blood for every fucking thing I have
And I want more so
Any day to stay paid
I bleed for this bleed for this
I bleed for this bleed for this
When I’m feeling hungry I will get bloody
When it comes to gettin money I will bleed
Everyday to stay paid
I bleed for this bleed for this
I bleed for this bleed for this
When I’m feeling hungry I will get bloody
When it comes to gettin money I will bleed
24/7 I spent trying to keep buying my ticket to heaven
But hell on earth is what I got in return
Thats right every fuckin day I would let all my blood drain
Before I take a back seat yeah I drive this train
Call me mr conductor and you little cunt sucker
You can run your shit and sit in silence
Cuz I'm taking this all for myself
And don't have time to hear no bullshit
So you go on and quit and just sit on your shelf
Cuz there aint no one buying all your little mumbling lying
Thats it no more
If you really wanna push it like your in the bush it's
Time for this lion to roar
Any day to stay paid
I bleed for this bleed for this
I bleed for this bleed for this
When I’m feeling hungry I will get bloody
When it comes to gettin money I will bleed
Everyday to stay paid
I bleed for this bleed for this
I bleed for this bleed for this
When I’m feeling hungry I will get bloody
When it comes to gettin money I will bleed
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5. |
F Minus
04:26
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Gettin money baby that’s right
But I couldn’t give a fuck less
This world could end tonight and I
Still couldn’t give a fuck less
Gone pedal to the metal living that fast life and thats right
I don’t give a fuck unless
I’m with you baby
Unless I’m with you baby
Don’t want nobody else
No they can’t save me
And when this life gets crazy
I couldn’t give a fuck less
No I don’t give a fuck unless
I’m with you baby
I guess it turns out I never really knew no love like yours
Tired as shit ain’t slept for days but for you I’ll go for thirds
Cuz I don’t really know the next time I don’t know the next time
I’ll have the time so I’ll just stay lost in your eyes
While I’m going deep between your thighs
I wish I could remember the better and the best times
Cuz even my minds lost its mind but I can’t hide
These feelings cuz they be real in my heart
Do you remember the back seat of that old car in your friends garage
Or driving those dirt roads looking for a safe place to park
Or that time we both cried sitting outside watching the sunrise
Smoking a cigarette wondering what’s coming next and is a future blessed?
Didn't know it then but your my best friend
Because your a love I can’t escape
No matter how far away I run
You’re the one with me to this day
Gettin money baby that’s right
But I couldn’t give a fuck less
This world could end tonight and I
Still couldn’t give a fuck less
Gone pedal to the metal living that fast life and thats right
I don’t give a fuck unless
I’m with you baby
Unless I’m with you baby
Don’t want nobody else
No they can’t save me
And when this life gets crazy
I couldn’t give a fuck less
No I don’t give a fuck unless
I’m with you baby
I mighta took one too many shots
And it mighta left one too many scars
But that rocky dead end road well fuck it led me home
When I saw you girl you came in and made me take a U-turn
And now my universe is no longer in reverse
We’re on a jet plane flying any place
Because we ran that race
And somehow come out unscathed
Now we’re at the mountain top
And I never thought I’d be anything but lost
But now I’m found after so much struggling
And all the pain that took me down
I can’t live without YOU!
I was always scared of putting all I had on one path
Thought I would just have to turn back
and would end up getting burned bad
But then you came walking in
And turned all I had right on its head
Looking back on where my past choices led
Where I’ve been it must be said
I’m so lucky to have found you instead
With pain and all the hurt I almost yelled fuck the world
Now I say fuck it all
Since I have you everything else seems so small
I have all I need like a thief I took the gold
Cherish my treasure until I’m gray and old
Watch everything else fall away
Finally in a better place
Cuz I already have my one
I don’t need no other shit none
Take it all man you can have it
And I will still be mad rich
Gettin money baby that’s right
But I couldn’t give a fuck less
This world could end tonight and I
Still couldn’t give a fuck less
Gone pedal to the metal living that fast life and thats right
I don’t give a fuck unless
I’m with you baby
Unless I’m with you baby
Don’t want nobody else
No they can’t save me
And when this life gets crazy
I couldn’t give a fuck less
No I don’t give a fuck unless
I’m with you baby
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6. |
Day In The Life/Rise
06:02
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Step outside and my eyes are blinded by that morning minne sun
That’s when I decide that it's time and my night has got to be done
Left loaded pockets still bloated still I noticed that I'm goin home Feeling empty
I got cash and my stash and a flight to catch so why do I let this devil Tempt me
I said it before yeah go ahead and try to come and fuckin get me
Everyone else seems to be able to explain it so simply
Yeah you can roll through for another gram
Just hurry up and come to that same place again
Can’t even escape this life through art
So you tell me where I should start
Because it goes on and on
Way into the dark and then comes the sun
And another day has begun
Eight missed calls tell em all my phone never rung
As long as your on you’re work is never done
Matter fact gimme a few I gotta go make run
It’s just another day in the life
It’s just another just another day
Going til I see that sun rise
It’s just another day in the life
It’s just life
Hey baby I’m home yeah I got the dough
And a couple more called that’s why it took so long
Yeah now the sunshine’s got me feeling fine
It can’t be all doom and gloom cuz i’m puffin a fat doob
Watch MPD roll right past me bet they would stop you
So I check the time but my tag got too much shine
So I pull out my iPhone 11
Wonder will this be the last thing I type in my notes
Before I get to heaven
Man fuck that I’m here already you wanna bet me
I got over 3 gs in my pocket 30 in the safe
It aint even noon and I’v rolled 2 with 3 gs a piece
Damn can’t I get a little peace let me check on this
Oh shit yes I can get a little piece
Cuz this girl needs and AP G. bout to go beast
You know I keep those animal instincts workin
And a nooner sounds perfect so peace out I gotta fly
It’s just another day in the life
It’s just another just another day
Going til I see that sun rise
It’s just another day in the life
It’s just life
Yo it’s about quarter to 4 and I’m just checkin in again
I got this hottie out the Dominican that wants to have dinner again
So I figure I can fit her in and maybe see if she can fit me ha
I guess I could eat again I had a late lunch
A little tipsy blame it on that wet brunch
She had her friend with her
So I had to make them a wet bunch
Left em a quarter picked up the cash
Didn’t even need to think of bringing my 9
From under the dash
Fuck I guess I’m on call today you think you wanna play
It’s a 24/7 proposition
And if you want the top position
You gotta stay on I remember way back
I didn’t have a pot to piss in
And nobody would listen when I popped my disc in
So I got down to business
Figure if I can front my own tracks
Then those are my racks
Now watch them labels try to get back
But the pictures painted
I think I’m done for the day
Don’t wanna keep my dinner waiting
It’s just another day in the life
it’s just life
I thought I died last night
I took a shot and held on tight for that entire ride
Then I laid on the carpet and cried
Wondering how long I can hide
I may not have gone to the other side
But no one could deny that I’m far from alive
I think I thought one time that I might have been chosen
But then I cranked that shit wide open
Fuckin pedal to the floor livin on luck
And I can no longer ignore
That I made the wrong choice in
Starting to pedal this poison
Those words of change have became just distant noises
When livin just seems so pointless
Soaked in shame drowning in fame
Visit all my brothers in graves
Even mothers desperation won’t save
Cuz I’m a hopeless slave to an opioid amphetamine infested game
There is nothing left to investigate
All I have left I have left to fate
And god dammit man I have nothing left to say
Any final words I’ll speak directly into this 12 gauge
Hoping it could trigger something
Cuz anything is better than this silent cell I lock myself in
When I no longer felt it was worth a try
But now I’m certain that I could once again fly
If I can just find one last bit of strength to rise
One more time just one more
I can continue to survive but first I just have to rise
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7. |
I Don't Think So
03:25
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Have you ever had to actually hustle to eat
Either sell this G and re up or you can't sleep
Have you ever had to rob somebody
Cuz your son is hungry
Everyday at the corner always running
Cuz you can really feel death coming
No you can't hide when your barely alive
Have you ever stared deep in those eyes?
Oh oh oh I'm thinking no
I don't think so boy
I don't think that you really know
Have you ever felt the pain of falling off your throne
Blowing through thousands a week yeah talk is cheap
And walking away aint free that devil has his fee
Losing everything including your home but your grown and alone
So tell me now where do you go?
I don't think you know I don't think so boy
I don't think that that that you really know
I don't think so oh oh no no no
I was down low on the block
But then I rebounded now I’m back up
Gettin money that’s a slam dunk like I’m big KAT
But I ain’t on that hardwood so I carry a big gat
Roll through all hoods always got it on deck
For them fuckers comin for that get back
Keepin eyes in the back of my head
For them pussies wishin I was dead
That’s my mother fuckin day to day so i stay
Puffin a big fat mother fucker
What you know about that mother fucker
High to survive robbin slangin
Gotta make that car payment
And rents due my court case is comin up soon
And that bitch gonna want restitution
So if you got your eyes on my money
I might just start shooting
Cuz I got real shit to do
Too real to fuck around and give it up to you
Gotta feed my babies yeah I got two
And they always want food
There ain’t no part time
They hungry three times a day
So a real man does his dirt
Hustlin to stay paid
Have you ever had to actually hustle to eat
Either sell this G and re up or you can't sleep
Have you ever had to rob somebody
Cuz your son is hungry
Everyday at the corner always running
Cuz you can really feel death coming
No you can't hide when your barely alive
Have you ever stared deep in those eyes?
Oh oh oh I'm thinking no
I don't think so boy
I don't think that you really know
Have you ever felt the pain of falling off your throne
Blowing through thousands a week yeah talk is cheap
And walking away aint free that devil has his fee
Losing everything including your home but your grown and alone
So tell me now where do you go?
I don't think you know I don't think so boy
I don't think that that that you really know
I don't think so oh oh no no no
I don't think so
I don't think so
I don't think so
I don't think so
No no no
No
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8. |
Stolen Soul
03:48
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I thought I saw my soul rising through the smoke
Through the rockstar lines of blow
On the rocks my eyes stay low
So gone from those shots of dope
My soul has been stolen
Stolen soul yeah my soul it stole it
Until those hands stopped the bleedin
You kept me breathin now my soul Is whole
Pain is never far away emptiness can fill my brain
Darkness has been all I can see suffocating why breathe
Rather die on my feet than live on my knees
You know the routine hustle all day stay fucked up all night
No time for dreams you know the drama this shit brings
Tryin to keep from pushin up flowers in the spring
So when I feel the chill of this sota snow
I'm tryin to keep hold of my soul
But this lifestyle keeps pulling me toward
That razors edge keeps me tip toein to keep goin forward
My aching head can't comprehend how to begin again
So close to the end until I felt both of your hands
Start to bandage my wounds
Now I know morning is coming soon it's time to stop the cycle
And start to move in a brand new way
Towards the sunrise of a brand new day
I thought I saw my soul rising through the smoke
Through the rockstar lines of blow
On the rocks my eyes stay low
So gone from those shots of dope
My soul has been stolen
Stolen soul yeah my soul it stole it
Until those hands stopped the bleedin
You kept me breathin now my soul Is whole
What do I do confess all this madness to you
Or put on a mask and act like it's always been all good
Like I never dropped like a rock right where I stood
Like I never thought this would never stop gone farther than I should
And if it would with just a little work still unsure if I could
Wondering if this path will finally take me home
Like I'm stuttering will anyone understand or am I speaking in code
Why I can't just say it clearly
Why I can't see it when the truth's so near me
When it's time to stand will I tie my shoes and move fearlessly
Questions cloud my mind answers impossible to find
Hours days weeks months years
Gone to waste enough to bring me to tears
Will I hear these crowds cheer when doubt fills my ears
How can I muster the strength for one more go
This time I can't say I can't if I'm going to save my soul
I thought I saw my soul rising through the smoke
Through the rockstar lines of blow
On the rocks my eyes stay low
So gone from those shots of dope
My soul has been stolen
Stolen soul yeah my soul it stole it
Until those hands stopped the bleedin
You kept me breathin now my soul Is whole
Soul is whole
Soul is whole
Soul is whole
Soul is whole
I thought I saw my soul rising through the smoke
Through the rockstar lines of blow
On the rocks my eyes stay low
So gone from those shots of dope
My soul has been stolen
Stolen soul yeah my soul it stole it
Until those hands stopped the bleedin
You kept me breathin now my soul Is whole
My soul is rising through the smoke
Through the rockstar lines of blow
My eyes stay low from those shots of dope
My soul has stopped bleeding
So my soul is whole
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9. |
Tattooed Scars
10:19
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This graveyard has head stones
Of every hard part i was coaxed
To walked through with my eyes closed
All the fire my feet carried me over
The times I was left to bleed made me colder
It makes my heart hard like a rock
And I can not take another sink
Like a drain I felt I was aimed
Straight down circling around (forever)
Until it Stops
So I have to ignore that demon Vampire
He’s a damn liar he’ll suck me dry
And still ask me for one last drink
But I opened my eyes and he showed
The truth alright to get through this fight
You gotta turn cold
One wrong choice brings nothing but cold
Cold as ice that’s right
A cold cold life
This cold cold Life draws some blood
And leave scars from those cuts
You can cover it all up
But art can’t erase the pain That’s left when
When you look closely and you still see
All the stains left underneath the ink
I been through so much shit I guess
I just have to own that life
When the darkness comes out I I
Will own the night
When life gets so hard
It’ll leave some tattooed scars
These scars on my arms are like a graveyard
To a past life that came hard and went
I was hell bent livin on the time that I could rent
I Spent my last cent just to feel alive
When I was dead inside Life was a lie
With roots down so deep why try To break free
From the chains that bind Me to my demon desires
Gettin by on no sleep even when I’d be way past tired
Trying to find my way back through the fire
The flames left their mark on my heart
Just like the scars on my arms
Difficult times they measure a man
So I must stand 10 foot 10
Cuz I passed through every last dead end
I regained my strength and I began again
Thinking back to when I faced the end
The struggle won’t define me
Now I’m free to fight as a man
I said I won’t let the devil win
My soul will stay safely within
Yeah he no longer has an upper hand
This is my life and I make the plans
And now I plan to finally stand
This cold cold Life draws some blood
And leave scars from those cuts
You can cover it all up
But art can’t erase the pain That’s left when
When you look closely and you still see
All the stains left underneath the ink
I been through so much shit I guess
I just have to own that life
When the darkness comes out I I
Will own the night
When life gets so hard
It’ll leave some tattooed scars
Come on baby Let’s get
Higher and higher
And somehow it got back in control of my desire
It even attacks your dreams
But my heart Is where all the scars really appear
But somehow you wish what you miss
It’ll bring back to you because this
Can’t be what it seams it can’t be true
This is a whole new way a different stream
But it leads to the same river of despair
You never will know how this feels
Except when it gets real
It’s hard to believe that I get to be
Still here with air to breathe
After everything that I’ve seen
It showed what the darkness can really bring
In this dirty world it’s hard to stay clean
Even at your best see it’s just so fucking tempting
And it’ll leave you so alone and empty
And it’s so damn deadly because when we
Thought we knew right where we were heading
The cycle trapped us and was never ending
Yeah It can be The only thing that you believe you truly need
Even when you can see that you may be
Stuck its so tough to break free in the end
And take back your life again
As long as there is blood in my veins
And thought in my brains
With the remains of a battle to be won
With new Air in my lungs I’m gonna run all the way
And finally say What’s in my heart
Straight from my soul to make up for
All the time I let go to waste
Now it’s time to face what has to change
And let the gift that I was given
Do what it was supposed to
From the damn beginning
This cold cold Life draws some blood
And leave scars from those cuts
You can cover it all up
But art can’t erase the pain That’s left when
When you look closely and you still see
All the stains left underneath the ink
I been through so much shit I guess
I just have to own that life
When the darkness comes out I I
Will own the night
When life gets so hard
It’ll leave some tattooed scars
Flyin 150 down the freeway blowin smoke
One pull too many eyes red can’t see the road
Light another cigarette fuck all that shit
Textin goodbye while I drive reckless
Screamin at the steering wheel crying in the rear view
Thinking about all the time spent bein there for you
But where are you when I’m lookin so hard
And I really do want to get better and go so far
But I keep making new scars
And now I hate this car
So I think no better yet I bet
You everything I have
That if I take one last chance
And dial your number let’s see if you answer
If you do ill slow it down just for you
And start driving under the speed limit
But if you don’t I just got in this
With a bottle of crown driving around
Pullin that shit just so I won’t miss
When I finally find the ditch
Just so you know you are forgiven
For everything
But you couldn’t even try livin with me
I don’t know why am I an evil fuckin guy never raised a hand or a fist
Or called you bitch but this is my last minute
Do I have anything to say
Anything to look back on with a smile
Sadly no
It’s been such a long while so
Fuck that i won’t waste another mile
Yeah I guess I’m just saving gas
Thought I was your wish
On that shooting star
But after all this
You proved who you really are
You gave it all away
This is my last day I won’t see the dark
So it’s time for my last big scar
But I won’t have time to get it covered
As I speed and swerve
Damn why try to recover
Oh would you look at that
It’s the place you two would shack up
Glad I could see it one last time
I just pressed send why do I pretend
It rang until the end so I’m sorry my friends
I hope you can
Find all my spots that I kept all my stashes
And there is plenty of cash
Shit I’m going to crash fuck
Sometimes the days they come too late
The ones with the answers that you wait
For them alone
But you never ever get to know
If you will get the chance
Or if you will crash
Only time will tell
Time alone
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Sometimes I drive with tears in my eyes
Cuz I can’t fight it anymore
I don’t wanna drive these old country roads
If I know that I’m not coming home to you
I’m alone now so where should I go now
I just wanna find you oh yeah baby where are you
Sometimes I drive with tears in my eyes
Not trying to fight it I just wanna find you again baby
Where should I go now baby I just don't know why I
I just keep driving but I can’t find my baby now where are you
You’re probably doing just fine and I'm dying on this same drive
That used to keep me alive and on my way to the love of my life
Now it’s just turn after turn with my pedal to the floor on this old country road
Yeah fuck where it goes cuz with out you there it don't go to my home
So these tears in my eyes could just as well make me blind
Cuz without you I got nothin
I got nothin left to find no
Sometimes I drive with tears in my eyes
Cuz I can’t fight it anymore
I don’t wanna drive these old country roads
If I know that I’m not coming home to you
I’m alone now so where should I go now
I just wanna find you oh yeah baby where are you
Sometimes I drive with tears in my eyes
Not trying to fight it I just wanna find you again baby
Every single day all those memories
Are like a knife in my heart
All over again and I can’t pretend
This shit ain’t hard with a fuckin knife in my heart
It’s tearing me apart I don't know where to start
I'm ripped up internal but it aint your concern though
My eyes are red no rest for my head
Fuck it baby I’ll sleep when I’m dead
From day one since I was far too young
That’s the way I would run
Hard as I go with no
Concern to getting burned
Fuck what I earned let that wheel just turn
My hearts already hollow
Might as well let it all roll
And earn it all back tomorrow
I used to have it all back when I had you
But what did I do?
I took it as a given
That you would always be livin with me
Then like a Mack truck
Your fuckin ass couldn’t cover the lies you let stack up
These nights get so weird I go shot after shot
And continue to walk
But as soon as you decided to talk
That’s when I was brought straight to my knees
Then once the entire fuckery
Was right there in front of me
I was forced to believe
That I didn’t give you what you thought that you need
To the point that you would just get up and leave
You spent month after month putting on a pure evil front
Man fuck I'm stumped
Cuz I still have love and that just isn't enough
Because I know every inch of you
And those right things to do
When I put it down that way
It just can’t be fake but still you gave it away
With your finger wearing a ring
And through the depths of hell
We battled as a team
How could you possibly give him what is supposed to be for only me.
We all make mistakes
And we can’t let them take away
Everything we built together
Or we’ll be left with only regrets and questions forever
Sometimes I drive with tears in my eyes
Cuz I can’t fight it anymore
I don’t wanna drive these old country roads
If I know that I’m not coming home to you
I’m alone now so where should I go now
I just wanna find you oh yeah baby where are you
Sometimes I drive with tears in my eyes
Not trying to fight it I just wanna find you again baby
I made our favorite breakfast today
Had to eat twice the food cuz I don’t have you
Then I was drunk by noon
Fucking somebody new before 2
Now I got nothing left to say yeah yeah
All I’ve got left
Is one big fuck you
Ooooh oooh yeah
All I wanna do is find you baby
Yeah oh yeah
just tryin to find you baby
Ooooohhh
I don’t wanna drive I don’t wanna I don’t wanna drive
With tears in my eyes oh
Not tryin to fight it
Ooooohhh
I don’t wanna drive I don’t wanna I don’t wanna drive
I dont wanna I don't wanna drive
With tears in my eyes oh
Not tryin to fight it
Just wanna find you babe
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11. |
Everywhere
07:32
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This dirt road once led me home
I used to know I’d find you there
Now no matter where I look
I don’t find you anywhere
Each turn comes and goes
Over and over until tears cloud my eyes
I Crack beer And chop a line
Hoping it could cloud my mind
I'm so tired
Of only finding you inside my dreams
Still Trying to reach you so I speed
Down all these streets
Flyin out out of control
But I don’t wanna slow down
I Feel like I’m swerving towards
A crash
And only you could save me
But you won’t come back
Right when we wake in the morning time
I spend all day searching all night
All for just one look
It’s Same old story from the same old book
Just when I think that I saw you
Then I blink and it’s not true
My faith is put to the test until I rest
Then you come back to me in my dreams
Then I believe I can find you anywhere
Cuz I still see you everywhere
No matter what I do
Deep In my heart
In my mind
And through my eyes
I see only you
Yeah I still do I can’t lie
Wouldn’t matter if I could
Cuz I know everything
what my eyes still see
I begged you please
Please don’t leave
But you didn’t hear
You couldn’t see
See like me
Now I’m left
With all this mess
All the pain
All the stress
Everyday I don’t get to rest
Cuz when I’m awake
I feel it deep in my chest
Where my heart once was
Now there’s only deep cuts
That won’t heal
Wish it was just a fuckin song
But This is all too real
So when you sing along
You’re singing a nightmare plot
That I Just want to stop
I don’t just want no I need
To change what I see
But it just can’t be repaired
No matter how impaired
I get cuz I don’t fuckin care
About a fuckin thing
I’m About to fuckin burst
But it gets so much fuckin worse
No matter where I steer
No matter where I go
So many ways I tried but it stayed oh
I can never get away
It all remained right here
And I see it all so clear
Oh why why why
In my minds eye
Does it all have to hide
I rip and I tear but I cannot find
A way out of here
So I’ll try not to stare
When I see you everywhere
Cuz I still see you everywhere
I see you everywhere
Everywhere
I guess
I’m gonna see you
Forever In my mind
And I’m fine
As long as I know
One day for sure I might
See you in life
I guess
I’m gonna see you
Forever In my mind
And I’m fine
As long as I know
One day for sure I might
I might see you in life
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12. |
Change Is Here
03:43
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I can’t quite say
What it is that makes me
Feel like
There’s a change in the air
I feel it all around me
When you come around me
You make me want to be
A better man than I ever have
Been before
And I hope I can
Be enough to keep you having
A special life and happy
I used to live like I was the only one alive
But I was barely able to survive
Then I saw you passing by
And I saw it in your eyes
If I could get you to see me I might
Have a chance to grasp what I dream might
Come and change my life
And I could give you anything
Because I hustle for my queen
There’s no more livin in between
I committed to finally
Makin change a reality
So I don’t have another casualty
Except how I used to be
Let it die
And then I
Need you to see
What we could be
If you believe in me
I can’t quite say
What it is that makes me
Feel like
There’s a change in the air
I feel it all around me
When you come around me
You make me want to be
A better man than I ever have
Been before
And I hope I can
Be enough to keep you having
A special life and happy
It's always gonna be a challenge
Change is in the air
Finally have a chance to make
We can make our challenge a dream
Change is here
Change is in the air
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13. |
Off The Cross
04:43
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I feel like I have been reborn
And I can see more
And once again
It's my time
To claim what's mine
Sittin all alone at 5:15 on a Monday morning
Feel like I’m sinking slowly knowing
I will not rest soon
And I have not Slept since Thursday afternoon
And I don’t know who I am talking to
But if it’s you
Can you try to see how broken you must be
To know full well all this insanity
But keep coming back day after day
Doing your best to dig an early grave
Wishing some way this next one
Will take all the pain away
But I’m still breathing
And as long as my hearts beating
I’ll keep up the fight day after day
All God damn night
I’m not giving away
This desire for life
Cuz now this fire has a light
And these ashes can’t trap me
So watch as I start to fly
Like I climbed down from off the cross
I have been reborn
I won’t let one more chance get lost
Cuz I’ve took some L’s
Lived in hell
I burned for this
Like I came down
From off the cross
And lit a match
I was given a gift
I won't waste this chance
It’ll go away if I don’t take it now
Yeah yeah
Fuck livin with regret
I will get back
Hell yeah I have risen again
Like I climbed back up on the cross
Yeah yeah
I am flyin through the fire
I’ve lived in the ashes and had my chances
So fuck that early ending
I saw him sending
I’m not even pretending
That I wasn’t accepting
All that evil had fed me
Cuz I ate and ate until I got my fill
My faith took a break I’m just being real
I could say the way I feel
The voice inside has gone quiet
And it doesn’t mean much cuz I kept riding
I took a clean cut to my soul
But still wouldn’t go into hiding
No I kept flying
Gone even higher
Just because you’ve never seen this
Doesn’t make me a liar
Like I climbed down from off the cross
I have been reborn
I won’t let one more chance get lost
Cuz I’ve took some L’s
Lived in hell
I burned for this
Like I came down
From off the cross
And lit a match
I was given a gift
I won't waste this chance
It’ll go away if I don’t take it now
Yeah yeah
Fuck livin with regret
I will get back
Hell yeah I have risen again
Like I climbed back up on the cross
Hell yeah
I’ve been through the depths of hell
I've rose no matter how many times I fell
Just like a Phoenix I spread my wings
And beat this like it was my job
I’ve seen one too many put underneath 6 feet
So I will use my feet
That are still standing on the ground somehow
To show them you can beat the devil every round
He can’t burn me in any way
Because I became the fire
Every dark desire
Went up in flames
Since that day I rose higher
To let him know I am the fire
Like I climbed down from off the cross
I have been reborn
I won’t let one more chance get lost
Cuz I’ve took some L’s
Lived in hell
I burned for this
Like I came down
From off the cross
And lit a match
I was given a gift
I won't waste this chance
It’ll go away if I don’t take it now
Yeah yeah
Fuck livin with regret
I will get back
Hell yeah I have risen again
Like I climbed back up on the cross
Now
Like I climbed down from off the cross
I have been reborn
I won’t let one more chance get lost
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14. |
Good Things End
06:33
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Before I was all grown My grandpa he told me
He said son
Just so you know
You gotta decide when to let it ride
And when to let it go
You have to make some plans
But they always can
All fall apart
Sometimes right from the start
So live life by your heart of hearts
Then what felt like a second apart
It all went dark
And I kept pushing forward blind
Just like he said it might
I watched the world take piece after piece
And I tried to find
A way out
But only clouded my mind
These three demons of mine
They kept clawing at me
Yeah they were trying
And they did enough
To fuckin rip me up
I can’t lie
Yeah man I
Was fucked up
But then she came walking by
Looking like
The rest of my life
Just how I find
When I look through my mind’s eye
So I knew I had to have her
But the life I led was not getting past her
It was getting faster and faster
Afraid I would probably crash first
Then I changed more
And more
Just to have a chance for
Happy me happy her
Happily ever after
This may not be no
Happily ever after
But i know that when we
Are laughing together
We can always find our way back
Find our way back
To where we felt so young
And the whole world was ours
And we would run
In the Sun
If they say that we can’t
We both know that we can
When we stand there hand in hand
So no matter what they throw at us
We know our Love is enough
To get back up
They don’t know anyone like us
And they say all good things end
But if it did we'd start it again
Cuz we know we can show em
They are wrong
But like she came down from above
My Angel showed how to mask my past
With all her love
Until it was totally replaced
Yeah when I saw your face
My girl you took it all away
So I had to rock your world
You know we made it happen
With a little duct tape
And some country boy magic
We started from nothing out in the sticks
But we damn sure fixed
This story so it ain’t so tragic
It all started when you came home with me
And I let you see how I live
A little dancing in the dark
Baby I hold you so close
While you move them hips
Livin for the night like
We a couple kids
I don’t know much
But I do know this
You are never ever ever ever ever
Gonna be lonely again
But You know me
I’m grown man going on three
But lucky for you you also know
I got an old soul
And an old convertible
Let’s put the top back
And see where this road goes
This may not be no
Happily ever after
But i know that when we
Are laughing together
We can always find our way back
Find our way back
To where we felt so young
And the whole world was ours
And we would run
In the Sun
If they say that we can’t
We both know that we can
When we stand there hand in hand
So no matter what they throw at us
We know our Love is enough
To get back up
They don’t know anyone like us
And they say all good things end
But if it did we'd start it again
Cuz we know we can show em
They are wrong
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